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Live Through | Live On

by Aphasia

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1.
I am living in constant fear Every night when they re-appear Get them out of my head Dream demons consume me They constrict my muscles Paralyze my body Let go of me I can feel them ripping Tearing at my soul Let go of me I am strong, when I’m not asleep So ghosts come searching for me In my dreams. In my dreams. Paralyze me Only for a moment You only find me in my sleep You can only hurt me in my dreams I am strong, when I’m not asleep So ghosts come searching for me In my dreams. In my dreams. I'm alive, But I know What happens When I cross the threshold It buries me, underneath my eyes It buries me, I’m my own demise My demons, control me It buries me, underneath my eyes It buries me, I’m my own demise My demons, control me I am strong, when I’m not asleep So ghosts come searching for me In my dreams. In my dreams. I am strong, when I’m not asleep So ghosts come searching for me In my dreams. In my dreams. I am living in constant fear Every night when they re-appear Get them out of my head Dream demons consume me
2.
11:49 03:13
I don't know what I'm fighting for any more. Every night I wake up and feel the life of you slipping away. Every day I brush off my anxiety and wish it were yesterday. Please, don't leave me now, I know I'm being selfish, but I can not help myself. Please, don't leave me now , I need you to survive, I need you to fucking try. I know we all age together. This is the only race we run from the finish line. We can not outrun the outcome, Predetermined from the start, we can only continue to survive. Until the sand in our hourglass runs dry. We all run from, We all run from, We all run from, We all run from death. We all run from death. We all run from inevitability. We all run from death. We all run from inevitability. I don't want to miss you, any more. Every night I wake up and feel the life of you slipping away. Every day I brush off my anxiety and wish it were yesterday. Please, don't leave me now, I need you to survive, I need you to fucking try. I need you to fucking try. I need you to fucking try. I need you to fucking try.
3.
Stay 03:32
Cast aside Beaten and battered, for what? How long until I feel the air inside my lungs? Cast me aside I felt love in my bones for the first time For so long I tried to make you see That I'd do anything To close the gap between two bodies. Has God drowned the fire amongst our being? I've given all I have to give Watching as my world comes crashing all around me All I can do, all I can do is stare. Fighting everyday to find the comfort of your arms inside a hopeless shelter Fighting everyday to find the comfort of your arms inside of a hopeless shelter Hopeless. You've faded You drifted away Strangers with memories is what we've grown to be I'll never forget you Always gonna haunt you Bring me back to my feet I'll never forget you Always gonna haunt you Suck the life out of me Release me Release me from your grip Spill forth your venom Bring me back to my feet I'll never forget you Always gonna haunt you Bring me back to my feet I'll never forget you Always gonna haunt you Suck the life Has God drowned the fire amongst our being? I've given all I have to give Watching as my world comes crashing all around me All I can do, all I can do is stare. Cast aside Beaten and battered, for what? How long until I feel the air inside my lungs? Cast me aside
4.
Reconstruct 04:20
I’ve been running in circles Day after day after day after day (day after day) I can feel my mind slipping away I try my best to be saved from, being afraid I try my best to be saved from, being betrayed I need to reconstruct my faith I will try I will try I need to reconstruct my faith I need to reconstruct my faith I will try to stay perceptive and stay from the fallacies I will use my vision to see, what others cannot see I will try to stay perceptive and stay from the fallacies I will use my vision to see, what others cannot see I’ve been running in circles Day after day after day after day (day after day) I can feel my mind slipping away Away I try my best to be saved from, being afraid I try my best to be saved from, being betrayed I need to reconstruct my faith I will try to stay perceptive and stay from the fallacies I will use my vision to see, what others cannot see I will try to stay perceptive and stay from the fallacies I will use my vision to see, what others cannot see Take control Release
5.
Mother 03:52
Life and death, without these extremes Where would we be? Somewhere I belonged in the median of your being. You watched my eyes open And I watched yours close But before you drifted away Life made me a place. Your lessons will stay with me Your teachings will not recede I promise that I'll make you proud Make you proud of me You didn't live your life in vain and I want you to know Your love, your heart, lives on through me. I will never forget, your smile, I will never let go, of your voice. I will never forget, your patience, I will never let go, of your memory... Mother, mother... Let me sink into your arms again, Once more (Just one more time) Mother, mother... Teach me to reach through the unseen Reach out to me Your lessons will stay with me Your teachings not recede I promise that I'll make you proud Make you proud of me Make you proud of me Life and death, without these extremes Where would we be? Somewhere I belonged in the median of your being. Mother, mother... Let me sink into your arms again, Once more (Just one more time) Mother, mother... Teach me to reach through the unseen Reach out to me

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released April 8, 2015

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Metalcore from Rochester, NY

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