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Seclusion

by Aphasia

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1.
Indulgence 03:44
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It's not easy to continue on this path when everyone is nothing but a hurdle, in my way I chose this life, I chose my way, I know my struggles... and will, choose my destiny It's not easy to continue on this path when everyone is nothing but a hurdle, in my way I chose this life, I chose my way, I know my struggles... and will, choose my destiny All of these years, all of these tears, I can see so clear All of this time, all of my insides... I must focus my mind I can see through the hate, I can see the friction, start to dissapate I can move on, I can break free, I will use this to motivate And when I'm feeling down And when I'm feeling so drowned I will not feed your indulgence And when I'm feeling down And when I'm feeling so drowned I will not feed your indulgence I can see through the hate, I can see the friction, start to dissapate I can move on, I can break free, I will use this to motivate I'll remember not to feed your indulgence I'm better off without you and your involvement I'll remember not to feed your indulgence I'm better off without you and your involvement Ruh Remember me clearer Look at yourself in the fucking mirror And when I'm passing through I'll come back and forever haunt you
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Dismal 03:29
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I'm just floating here Going through the everyday, motions Levitating through time My emotions running wild We've drifted so far apart I've lived through every single night, every single fucking day. I've lived through my entire life with a feeling of dismay But when I close my eyes I only see your... face So someone please help me To feel, I have a place today Someone please help me Someone please help me To find a purpose Someone to look at me with hope again To look at me and just pretend Someone to be my friend I'm fading away Once you forget me I'll slowly fade Into the dark You let me go You let me sink to the back of your memory I'm fading away Let me be Just let me go Just let me sink To the back of your Memory... I've lived through every single night, every single fucking day. I've lived through my entire life with a feeling of dismay But when I close my eyes I only see your face I only see your face So someone please help me To feel I have a place today Someone please help me Someone please help me To find a purpose Someone to look at me with hope again To look at me and just pretend I'm not whole I'm not myself any more I'm not whole I'm not the man I was before Going through the everyday, motions Levitating through time My emotions running wild We've drifted so far apart
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Directions 03:45
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I am, asking in volumes I am, straying and confused Lost in, a world of the silenced, Falling short, with voices of the abused Why do, we only come together In times of despair? Why do, I only get an answer When I’m in need of repair? I’ve been reaching in every direction I’ve been shouting with every inflection I’ve been reaching in every direction Bleeding with imperfection I can feel the pity leaking from within I can feel them prey on my sadness and binge Leaching on my emotions And sucking me dry You've made me hollow My body and my mind Have begun to divide. I feel you You heal me But then you strayed from me I felt you You healed me But left too early (I have nothing left) (I have nothing left) I have nothing left I have nothing left to give I am but a shell of a man Left for worthless, and no one understands My body and mind Have begun to divide I feel you You heal me But then you strayed from me I felt you You healed me But left too early I feel you I feel you (x3) I felt you I felt you (x3) I felt you touch me I felt you care and I believed I felt your heart beat I felt it sync with me And when you left me I tried to be strong But my insides fell apart (I feel you) I felt you touch me I felt you care and I believed I felt your heart beat I felt it sync with me (I felt you) And when you left me I tried to be strong But my insides fell apart My body and my mind Have begun to divide
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Division 01:48
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Staring through a broken glass No hope for a future, worn down by the past So many lost but I begin to see What I really lost, was only me Lonely ghost, can you see? See what's become of me... Come back to me Come back, come back So quickly we drifted away No one Told me growing up meant Growing apart From all of the ones I knew from the start Now, divided in two Their teeth still bear remains of you Lonely ghost, can you see? See what's become of me... Come back to me Come back, come back So quickly we drifted away
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Complacence 03:05
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When this all began, I could look at you and I could call you my friend But I was fooled, I was cheated, I was lied to, all you ever did was pretend Now I look at and you and can’t believe what I see We built this up together, we built it up ourselves But one year later, you’ve shown me how you really felt We put it all together, piece by piece All of this time, and you decide to leave When you see me, and when you see us all succeed Will you still believe, will you still believe? (Will you still believe) Will you see me, will you still believe your choice to run away (Choice to run away) Will you still believe, will you still believe? (Will you still believe) Betrayer A liar and a cheat You ripped the ground right out from underneath our fucking feet Bearing two faces Seeking forgiveness for your own complacence You told us you were fine you left us all behind Seeking Forgiveness For your own complacence You gave in, to your own temptations When you see me, and when you see us all succeed Will you still believe, will you still believe? (Will you still believe) Will you see me, will you still believe your choice to run away (Choice to run away) Will you still believe, will you still believe? (Will you still believe) I’ve never felt like such a fool before Never again will you test How much I can endure How much I can endure When this all began, I could look at you and I could call you my friend But I was fooled, I was cheated, all you did was pretend
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Seclusion 04:10
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Who am I? Looking for answers but I keep crawling back into my head Constantly growing apart from the world that surrounds me Forever alone Just as I always expected Who am I? How long can I look up to the sky Until I decide to keep everything inside No need to confide Taking the lonely path, has always seemed to work for me Been alone this long, no reason for change Never thought, that you'd move so soon I never saw you running in directions away from me, but without you where would I be? Never thought I'd lose you, I've been pushed and pulled, torn and sewn Will I ever find hope again? Hope again... Never felt so torn before Never felt so unsure Forever left here to endure I've never felt so insecure What am I? But a doll to the world, someone used to embrace me, now I'm forgotten There is nothing left of me to consume, I am the definition of introversion Just leave me be, I don't want you to understand Just leave me be, you'll never comprehend I never needed a friend Just leave me be Never thought, that you'd move so soon I never saw you running in directions away from me, but without you where would I be? Never thought I'd lose you, I've been pushed and pulled, torn and sewn Will I ever find hope again? Hope again... Never felt so torn before Never felt so unsure Forever left here to endore I've never felt so insecure Been trying for so long To be strong But every time I stand up I forget where I belong Peel me back from the surface Bathed in self-doubt My feelings tossed about There is nothing left But loneliness for me Seclusion is my destiny
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Linger 03:34
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I'm staring at the stars, lost in thought, and distraught I'm staring at this wall, looking into every distant plot I'm feeling the dark side of meaning I'm feeling the madness inside of me You lay here dormant in the back of my head I'm all alone, but wish you were here instead Your memory plays, again and again A constant reminder, of when I want to pretend And even when you are so far away I look into my thoughts, my memory You are just a memory but... This lingering feeling is consuming me... Consuming me... My thoughts are crippling I can't break away It's driving me insane I wish I could forget We'd ever met Is this a test? The way you linger... I see you often but briefly, in my sleep But when I wake my thoughts, often feel misplaced I saw you when I closed my eyes But when I open them my dreams always end Every time I think I'm a step ahead I'm blind I'm falling behind instead Every time That I feel fine inside I'm blind I'm broken and cannot hide You are just a memory but... This lingering feeling is consuming me... Consuming me... My thoughts are closing in I cannot break away It's driving me insane Wishing that I could forget That we'd ever met Is this a test? Oh how you linger Oh how you linger My thoughts are closing in I cannot break away It's driving me insane Wishing that I could forget That we'd ever met Is this a test? Oh how you linger Oh how you linger Every time I think I'm a step ahead I'm blind I fall behind instead Every time I feel fine inside You always linger You always linger Every time I feel fine inside You always linger You always linger

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released April 6, 2017

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Metalcore from Rochester, NY

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